Your Authentic Voice!

We just Alpha Launched our course!  

Let me say that again ‘Alpha Launched’!  

One more time… just because I sound so damn cool “Yea, that’s right… we alpha launched our Functional Healing Course! 

Ok… let’s be clear here, up until a couple of months ago, I had zero idea what an alpha launch was. My sweet, computer engineer son had to explain it to me! 

On a New Moon, last Thursday, February 27th, at 4:44pm, Debbi, Liesl and I pressed SEND and launched a course that we have been working on for the past 18 months out into the world. 

We rounded up 20 delightful humans to be our Alpha Testers… friends, family, colleagues & clients that have the time and inclination to go through our ‘Functional Healing Course’ with a fine tooth comb and give us their open, honest feedback so that we can… make sure the technology works, tweek any problems, and edit any unclear information prior to launching it out into the whole world! 

We have been working so hard and for so long on this course that I assumed the only emotion that I would feel on launch day… was utter relief! 

I did feel a sense of relief and a sense of deep pride that we have completed, what felt like, a monumental accomplishment. But, I was also terrified! That took me completely by surprise… as scared is not an emotion that I settle into very often. 

I kept having this vision of a red, 1950’s, Ford F1 truck sitting at the top of a huge hill in San Francisco. I was crouched down by the driver's side front wheel with my hand on a small log that was acting as a wheel block.   

The version of me in the vision kept saying ‘seriously, am I actually going to pull this block out and let this thing roll?’ ‘I don’t think so… that does not seem sane!’ 

As I was contemplating my sanity… my Dad, my Brother & Doug’s Dad were all crouched down beside me chanting ‘Do it! Do it! Do it!’  

The second (in real life) that I pressed START on the Zoom session to welcome all of our Alpha Testers… the version of me, in the vision, snatched the log out and was suddenly in the driver's seat of the truck watching it start to roll.  

As we began to pick up speed and my heart began to race (in the vision & in real life), my Dad and brother appeared… each standing on a running board on either side of the truck cheering and whooping, while Doug’s Dad was in the truck with me, occasionally reaching over to grab the wheel and correct the steering to keep us straight and on the road. 

In the present moment, as I am writing this blog… my inner vision still has me in the truck. We are still going way too fast, the hill is still super steep and the ocean looms ominously at the end of the road… but I have acclimatized to the ride a little and I trust the three guides who are along on this journey with me… with my life! 

I have had a few days to reflect on my reaction. I keep asking myself ‘What are you actually scared of here?’ 

I think the answer that I have arrived at is this… I am scared of speaking and launching my authentic voice out into the world! 

This course is my life’s work, it is truly all of the information that I know about helping people to heal their bodies. Liesl and Debbi added their expertise and brought it to life and my inner critic keeps saying ‘is it ACTUALLY as good as we think it is?’ 

I have been teaching this information in workshops, classes and my private practice for the past 12 years and I know how well it works… but now we are launching our personal brand of healthcare out into the world to be critiqued and perhaps disputed by others. 

It is such an act of courage to put any form of your art out into the world. Art reflects your soul, your desires, your beliefs and when it is launched into the world, you invite others to experience it with you. 

I have been living in a safe, snuggly place for years with clients who love this information… but Liesl, Debbi and I want more! We want to help more people, we want to fill in some of the gaps left by an overworked western medical system, and we want everyone to understand that your body knows how to heal itself! 

In order to fulfill those wants… we must stand up and speak up so that our voices are heard as a possible healthcare solution in a time when the current system is groaning and struggling. 

My voice, Liesl’s voice, Debbi’s voice, your voice… they are required in this world.  

The world order is changing rapidly, and if we are not brave enough to speak our dreams out loud… someone else will speak for us! 

So… in order to be okay with my authentic voice out there in the big, scary world I must settle into a deep sense of my own worthiness. I must have faith in the process and the fact that my guides are riding shotgun. I must pay more attention to what I think of me, then what others think of me and I must surround myself with people who love me and want to help me! (Thank you sweet Alpha Testers… it is so very nice to launch to people who already love us! ❤️) 

If you would like to join me this month in finding the resonance of your own authentic voice… please consider attending our March 5th Breath Therapy Class: Throat Chakra Activation! You can come in person or online! Click HERE for more info. 

Thank you for considering YOUR sweet authentic voice… it matters! 

Much Love,